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read my profile sign my guestbook  Birthday: 5/14/1988 Gender: Male Interests: watching comedy shows, playin d2, avoiding hw, playin sc. Occupation: Other Industry: Other Message: message me Member Since: 1/23/2004 |
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u cant judge a book by its cover niether can u judge it by the words within im an open book but will anyone read me if u read my words do u only listen or do u also hear the words i say maybe true but even if u understand me does that make u know me. u know somtimes u can search urself and find out that u havent read ur own book the book of ur life because the story doesnt end after u die. someone asked me what i thought courage was one day i asked them what they meant by that they asked me what im afraid of im afraid of life i do not fear death. i fear life because just walking out my door is a risk at death u have heaven or hell thats the simple part of it. in life u must grow and water urself with change like a flower. i can fall to my knees bleed and die right now and i wouldnt care i only fear death when i am needed here and right now i dont. everyday i ask god y me y must i be the nice guy to even my enemies y me is it that i cant finish the bridge to the other side to find out who i am y is it me who falls when i write the blue words in the wall. y is it me being left behind because i cant run or walk so i must crawl. y is it me who stays alone just a shadow that lies in the unknown. Y AM I HERE.
A thought never sleeps a question can never be dug too deep | |
| Nobody's on ur side | |
| u ever feel like u cant talk to anyone before u can talk to urself | |
| sometimes u have to ask the question and learn a lesson about urself if u didnt exist what can u remember did u help does anyone care that ur there is ur air important. i walk in a world where hate always surrounds i been rooted to the ground so i cant run i live in a angry world where everyone else but me has a gun i cant escape the pain the rain follows where ever i walk i cant talk to anyone i lost my voice and all my life i never had a choice my life has been hell i have so many thoughts but no voice so my story i cant tell i dont even know who i am real well i journey across the sands through rain, burning suns, and snow i walk with a selfesteem so low i have noone to know everyone to owe death is nothing to fear because i been all over and the worst place is here heaven i never been even though im a angel within people push me around keep me down the whole world is on my shoulders i cant hold it as i get older its like i built a wall that seperates me and everyone else i try to climb it but im only hurting myself i climb get higher every day fall down cut my hand and rain falls i write my words in blood on the wall my blood is always blue im bare foot without shoes all this blood drains into a crack people hate me for hating them back i didnt do anythign but i say sry and ask to be forgiven people penalize me for living living in the dark the unknown where came the blackness of my heart im torn in two i dont know what to do because im confused abused i have nothing to lose so ask me do i even exist if i die will they notice will i be missed my name is bobby but nobody | |
| scream dream the thoughts and memories of the past the story and anger it cast makes u feel like a stranger to urself u need help or ull destruct and go to hell what happens when u hold in ur anger its like a ticking bomb that can blow hurts more than ull ever know ull just be torn within u cant pretend u have to be ur trueself or die cry the days and nights 40 times like jesus u bleed from teh words holding u up on the cross ur soul u losted as u held ur breath all teh words u have left in ur blood and now that they drained u still remain confused who are u what are u why do u exist when ur friends use u no respect much regret and neglect ur door is locked up now u cant open up ur silent and in denial u should just drown urself in the nile sit in the dark be as black as ur heart because it burned from the truth the only one who was hurting u is u | |